Im so stressed up nowadays. I get so sad/jealous or what over small things. I hate myself, i hate myself... I feel so disgrace about myself. Everything there'll be problem... friends, council, studies, relationship... or more. I believe there'll be more the next time or maybe just later... I can't predict what will happen nexts, but my intincts tells me that everything will go wrong. Im so stressed up. How i wish i am still in nursery. But, i've got to grow up.. Forget it... friends oh friends, i hope to end this conflicts asap... Put the blame all on me, i don't mind. I just don't want see anyone dislike anyone or what... Hai..